confused

i dont know how i feEL, or i must feel.

im happy, sometimes dejected, confused, protected, secure, admired, snubbed...

am i fooling myself? ...

or are they fooling me? ...

is this feeling authentic? ...

or i just wanna feeL ecstatic? ...

every so often, i feeL jealous into so many things i cant detail, but all i know for sure,.

... it hurts me gradually.

i am feeling this way cause im not asking,its not really my thing.. :'P im presuming the likelihood of some things..

THIS IS ME. hello blogger (wave) !